by Sara Lowe, president of Faith Audio Center, an award-winning writer and marketing/public relations professional with 20+ years working at the corporate level and as an entrepreneur. She is writing a book which an agent currently is pitching to major Christian publishing houses.
I was 8 years old when my mother was sent away by two officious health department workers who insisted for the good of all that her new home be the sanitarium for tubercular patients in Beckley, WW.
The family had driven up from Huntington to our Parkersburg home (all in West Virginia) as soon as the news came. Mom, at 38, had tuberculosis. Again. Her first bout with the disease at 20 had kept her bedridden for two years.
Her parents wept, seated beside her on the couch, while my aunts and uncles shifted their stances, their glances, anxious to help but at a loss. Years ago, tuberculosis was more deadly. Mom thought she was going to Beckley to die.
I was packed off to Huntington to live with relatives. I visited Beckley once, where I stood on the sanitarium’s broad green expanse of lawn, waving to Mom’s barely discernible head behind the third story window. “Don’t bring her back,” Mom told Dad. It was too hard on her.
But my mother returned home after only four months in Beckley, after an incredible change in X-rays, after she bowed her head one day and asked God to heal her. A Methodist, she did not come from a denomination that usually dealt with healing beyond relating the Bible stories. She was simply scared, sick and willing to trust God.
After her prayer, whispered while watching a television preacher, an X-ray was taken, a regular procedure to assess lung damage. The X-ray showed not only lungs free of tuberculosis but free of the calcium deposits always left behind by the disease. One week she had tuberculosis; the next week it was as though she never had it. The doctor was shocked. A second doctor confirmed it and she came home. She never had it again.
When I was 14 I accepted Jesus as my Savior. Despite this experience, and the miracle in my mother’s life, I found it hard to believe in healing. But then something happened.
I myself faced the hospital. After hemorrhaging, the doctor wanted to do exploratory surgery.
At my mother’s request, a minister prayed with me in our home, asking the Lord to heal me. I was doubtful, but he and my mother had faith. I became well, able once again to take part in all those school activities I had been forced to give up. There was no “thinking myself well” as some scoffers insist happens when people are healed. I was too young for such mind games and too skeptical.
But I’m not skeptical anymore.
Now I know that God’s healing is a gift of love. There is no hocus-pocus about it, no necessary incantations or special healing service. A service of any kind is not needed, nor a special preacher. Just a request and a little faith.
There will always be those who stand and watch from the sidelines, analyzing, reluctant to believe.
When Peter said these words – “It is Jesus’ name and the faith that comes through Him that has given this complete healing to him, as you can all see,” (Acts 3:16) he spoke to a group that refused to believe, even though they saw a crippled beggar running and leaping. The Sanhedrin—religious leaders—wanted Peter and John jailed, punished.
Today, I am blessed. First-hand experience with God’s healing power makes it easy to accept. I have no struggle to understand. Only gratitude.
But there is another serious consideration with healing. This post is about faith and healing, that wonderful combination. But there have been times in my life when I had the same faith, the same settled expectation, and I was not healed.
Why does faith sometimes receive a No from God, regarding healing? We only need that mustard seed size. We only need to ask and we will receive. But we present it, we show the Lord that mustard seed on the palm of our hand, and nothing is changed. We remain ill. We keep the condition that wearies us. We had faith. We asked. What happened?
This is one of those questions that we can’t really answer. I know a wonderful man in the Lord who was a colleague at a prior job. Jack Norman leads a group on the web for people who live with chronic pain. He suffers. He honors the Lord anyway. He is close to the Lord, but he doesn’t know why the Lord didn’t heal him.
I don’t know why the Lord didn’t heal Jack. I wish He would. But I do know that he speaks to my life with how he lives in spite of his physical suffering. His life and loyalty to Him encourage me to remain loyal to Jesus. His faith in spite of no healing calls to me: Have faith, Sara. Trust in the Lord. With the very fact that Jack loves Jesus even though Jesus did not take away his pain, Jack is a powerful witness for the Lord.
Consider what Oswald Chambers had to say about the Lord’s goal of making us more like Jesus, when you wonder about His No’s: “God always ignores the present perfection for the ultimate perfection.”













